Gratitude

I gave a reading today, and decided to share how it feels for me when I come out of a reading. After every reading, I have an incredible amount of energy right away. I’m extremely excited and surprised. I feel gratitude because I was able to deliver messages to my clients from their Loved Ones. My gratitude is towards my Guides and Loved Ones who have helped me help someone else. You see, the most important part for me in every reading, is that I help the sitter, and their Loved Ones too.

Most people come to see me because they are looking for answers and healing. Some are looking for closure, others are looking to see that they are not alone. At times people are even seeking approval from those who have transitioned to the other side. No matter what the need is, I always hope that I can help. In order to best help them, I never ask what it is that I can help them with.

When I’m doing a reading, I’m really working for Spirit. That means that I have to get out of my own way, and I have to deliver what Spirit tells me. Spirit communicates with me in various ways: sometimes I see things in my mind, sometimes I hear things, sometimes I feel things and sometimes I even smell things. My job is to relay all the information that I’m being given to the sitter in the best way possible. I don’t really have time to over think, just to listen and to repeat. Therefore, I really try my best not to know what the sitter is looking for. I don’t ever want my judgement to be what they are getting out of the reading.

I have to trust that Spirit knows what it is that they need to hear at this exact moment in time. Unfortunately for us humans, sometimes, it is not what we are hoping to hear.  People often come to me with something specific in their minds that they are hoping that their Loved Ones will talk about. I have to say that most of the time, it turns out that their Loved Ones have very different messages for them. Great messages, healing messages of things that they aren’t dealing with and aren’t even aware of it at times.

See, I don’t know why I was given this gift, or chosen to share it, but somehow I was. And at times it feels a little scary, because I feel an extreme amount of responsibility. This fear can at times be debilitating. However, after every reading I can see and feel the shift in the sitter and their Loved Ones too. After all, a lot of us don’t know how to listen to what the other side is showing us, so when I’m able to help the communication, it makes me so excited. I love helping people, I love changing lives and energy. I feel that this world is starting to shift and people are starting to understand that we really don’t know much of what is happening, but there is a reason for that too. We are here in this lifetime to learn many things and hopefully raise the vibration of our World. And after every reading, I feel that I was able to contribute just a little more to raising that vibration. After all, every reading is about healing and love, and nothing can be more powerful than that. So, I will keep pushing aside my fear, and I will keep on thanking my Guides, God and Loved Ones for helping me help others.